Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
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9:07 am - feeling so down
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I did something to my boyfriend and then he turned around and told his sister... why couldn't he just keep it to himself? I mean it is our problem not thiers.... now whenever I do talk to her again she and the rest of his family will look at me with such hatred.
Also in school I feel so stupid and simple minded... take english for example ... we were supposed to write what words ment and everyone was coming up with such good stuff and i was using like kindergarden words... i dunno why but i feel down today. I know that everything is right in my life but still its just one of those days...
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Thursday, August 11th, 2005
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3:19 pm - Holy Crap
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I haven't written on this thing in months. Ok what to say that is new... my boyfriend and I are still together. 6 months now if you can believe that... longest relationship in a while. I really believe that he is the one. He is so good to me and treats me with so much respect and he protects me. i love him so much. ummm... what else... oh i lost all my summer weight. usually people lose weight over the summer... not me i gained 10 pounds and lost it all agian. crazy... ummm... yeah i think that's it. ok bye
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Sunday, April 24th, 2005
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11:52 am - WOW
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Wow I really need to start writing on this thing more... Well life is great. I seriously can't complain. I have the sweetest most romantic boyfriend in the world. I have a new pet Rat named Whiskers... its whiskers are frayed... lol. I'm running for VP of my sorority. (No one else is running) so yeah go me. And then next year maybe President? I'm also running for Alumni. (agian no compatition). I'm not doing too well in school but i have the bare minimum that I need to have to be president. I hope I get a 3.0 but i know that I have a 2.5 again bare minimum. Myspace is so much better.
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Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
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9:59 am
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wow i haven't written on this thing in like forever... new hot thing is myspace... i'm there too just look me up... :0)
yesterday was my one month with Sean. I really like him even love him.... perhaps even my prince ?? ok well check out myspace
current mood:  amused
current music: Army of Freshmen
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Saturday, February 12th, 2005
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3:25 pm
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Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
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12:11 pm - So happy
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Yesterday at 9:50am Sean Kennedy asked me out. it was so cute he handed me a poem and at the bottom it asked me out. i was so estatic!!
current mood: ecstatic
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Monday, January 31st, 2005
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2:11 pm
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I'm nominated for Mardi Gras Qween!! So sweet! If you go to Channel Islands I would aprieciate your vote
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Monday, January 24th, 2005
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9:29 am
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9:25 am
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Toxic by Britney Spears |
"It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It's taking over me "
Ah, what's a year without breaking a few hearts? Literally.
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Wow.... just wow
current mood: amused
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Thursday, January 20th, 2005
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9:42 pm - Leadership retreat
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Oh man the leadership retreat was so much fun. I really bonded with people. I wish that I had time to bond with other people but maybe we just aren't ment to be good friends just aquantinces?? Anyways I learned a lot about my self and how to stay on top of things and how stuff works.
I did feel a little alone at times because there were clicks there and at times I felt left out but towards the end Kyle and Anita made me feel right at home. I love you guys.
I wish the people that I respect and look up to would give me a little bit more attention but i guess that's just the game they play.
Mike's coming over tonight. I missed him so much. Kyle was talking about his gf all the time at the retreat and I was just thinking about what a cute couple Mike and I would be. I cant wait till he comes over.
OH Tomorrow I'm supposed to be babysitting but the lady hurt her hand (she works on an airplane) and so she doesnt' need me and my mom gave me two laker tickets so i'm bringing mike.... I told him about it but that was before i remembered that i had to babysit... he doesn't know the lady cancled so I'm surprising him tonight.... oopp there he his... wish me luck
current mood: amused
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Saturday, January 15th, 2005
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4:56 pm
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SO yesterday i found out that i culd have gone with mike to his compatition... but by the time i called him he was already leaving and i was still in Camarillo. So i decided to hang out with my friends... well one of them ditched me and still hasn't called me back and the other i got into a fight. Nobody seems to be free yesterday or today... so here i am forced to write to the internet how i feel. Isn't that sad?
OK more about mike. He's this total sweetheart who cares about me so much. I like him too. He's so sweet, polite, caring, outgoing, free spirited yet has a sense or reality type of guy. He's perfect. He lives life to the fullest yet has time for family and friends and is totally sincer. I like him so much and can't wait until the day he asks me out. I really like this guy a lot. He's perfect for me.
current mood: ecstatic
current music: Army of freshmen
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Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
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2:41 pm
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2:39 pm
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Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
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5:13 pm
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Christmas was great. New years was great except i got a bladder infection and my 2 best friends didn't show up to my party. Oh well. So i thought i was feeling better jan 2. but yeah i threw up all night. so i stop taking my medicine. i feel better. I then stop taking my medicine. two days later i feel like shit again. I now have a kidney infection and a bladder infection. I also am having oral surgery jan 12th for my wisdom teeth. Im just falling apart. OH and to make matters worse my bff and i are in a tif. Ah.
Good note. MIke and I like each other and Ryan and I like each other. Oh wait maybe that's a bad thing. But see i like ryan more like a friend and he's acting like a jerk latly. Oh well.
current mood:  aggravated
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Monday, December 6th, 2004
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1:02 pm
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I found a quote that i love....
Even the blackest clouds will clear. But sometimes it takes longer than you want.
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Monday, November 29th, 2004
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3:22 pm - YEAH
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I am so excited. I may have found that I would actually date like boyfriend/ girlfriend. well he oviously wouldn't be my girlfriend because he's a guy and i'm a girl ok ok you get the point. His name is Eric B. I totally like him a lot. We had the best time together... but then there's hoffy and I'm like a school girl around him. but i dunno i think he's more of the type of guy that you would hook up with... I do like him but i dunno if it would be boyfriend/girlfriend type. But i have narrowed it down to two people. Go me. I love boys what can i say. I always have and always will. last time i put drained but it registered as drunk so i hope this time it actually works. i have so much hw to do and i'm so lazy.
current mood:  drained
current music: army of freshman
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Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
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1:17 pm
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Bunny is an inside joke and my new crush list is available
eric, billy, Evan, mike.
Chris you are gay because you went out with chris. Don't be ashamed of it... it says so on your post. yea i would still love to be your friend too... email me at ciswimmer13@aol.com
current mood:  drunk
current music: AFI
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Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
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8:33 am - The Bunny
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OK so i'm really having a wonderful time in cal state university of channel islands. I'm in a sorority- zeta pi omega. It's awsome. I have 14 sisters :) Casino night is coming up and it should be fun. I'm in a bit of a delema... i like a couple of guys and i don't know how to tell them that i'm looking for more than just a friend... what should i do... grr. I like....
Eric- but he keeps blowing me off... i really like him because we talk a lot and we can really get along. He says that he likes me too but his schedule keeps conflicting.
Mike- we always have a good time together but he never calls me (or anyone else for that matter. But he's not ready for a relationship...
Chad- but he told me to F off and stay out of his life... then he blamed it on not being all there, I dunno he reminds me too much of Danny.
Hoffy- i told him that i liked him and he didn't say anything, plus... he's a punker emo guy.
James- he's a bad boy. Yet he listens to me.
You know what?? This is my quote of the day... TOO MANY BOYS TOO LITTLE TIME.
You know what i want... i want a tall, hot, considerate guy just to like me and not turn gay on me.. haha. i turned my old boyfriend gay and i think that its hystarical however we don't talk anymore... i tried being friends with him but he said that it was too wierd. Whatever gay boy.
I just want someone to care about me and love me and tell me funny things. Aj if i'm not married when i'm 40 you and i are getting married.
current mood: groggy
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Wednesday, October 27th, 2004
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2:28 pm
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ok well i offically hate the rain... i got drenched yesterday but luckily my buddy was there for me... i love you neal. your my best friend. Today i think it rained harder but i was prepared so yea!
my class is supposed to be here right now but they aren't... what's up with that?
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Wednesday, October 20th, 2004
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4:19 pm - Busy like a bubble bee
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10/20 Weds- School, work, school... AJ!!!
10/21 Thurs- Work till 5
10/22 Fri- Work, Last flag football game... we're undefeated!
10/23 Saturday- Funraiser for sorority & Talent show!
10/24 Sunday- Get together for sorority?? (Shop for mom)
10/25 Mon- school, work, school
10/26 Tues- School, ZPO meeting
10/27 Weds- School, work, school Jessica sleep over???
10/28 Thursday- Work, CONCERT WITH NEAL!!!
10/29 Friday- Carnival and dance!! (See ya there)
10/30 Saturday- MOM's B-day
10/31 Sunday- HALLOWEEN.... tell me if your coming to my house...
OK i'll stop there... C ya all later. I love you all. MWAH
Let's get retarded ha
let's get retarded in here... lets get stupid
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